to my girlfriends, i probably seem like a fickle and can't-decide-on-wat-i-want person. cos when i broke the news to them yest over dinner, they were rather surprised by the move. which brings me to wonder, wat's really their impression of me over the past years that we've been together.

not a word of support, not a word of congrats. just questions and questions and some harsh reality advices to dispense. i am not saying i don't need some knock into this job's reality to know what it's offering. but since my foot is already in it, i should have already known wat to expect. and because of this, i actually grew a little angry. why are ppl telling me what to do? why can't they respect what i want to do? why do they doubt me?

all i need is a smile of encouragement, to know that u're behind me.

sadly.