i really don't know how i can make my Dad happy anymore. i can swear that i didn't do anything wrong to make him become the way he is these days - gloomy face and not wanting to initiate conversations = i am living in an icy world. it drives me up the corner sometimes.


and his traditional thinking...exasperates me. not that his advice isn't reasonable, they are. but these are things that he expects from me, did he ever consider what i want and how i feel?


i watched Channel 55 8pm show and there were a few lines i wholeheartedly agree with,

life is like a movie. in the parents' eyes, the children are always their main actors/actresses. in the children's eyes, the parents are only the supportive actors/actresses. someday the children have to grow up and leave their parents to lead their own lives. what matters is in the "movie", everyone is happy; everyone finds joy in each other's company.

i don't know how long my dad will learn to let go of his daughters and be more open in his way of thinking. i just hope that a time will come for him to understand the meaning of living life happily from day to day.

to be truely enjoying life.