i feel like i've grown up a lot over the past few days.
probably it's the talk. *correction* -talks.
talked to my dad, talked to my mum...and got to understand their thinking and also shared mine with them. actually the talking isn't that difficult afterall. just that sometimes i still do get the heart thumping and breathlessness before i talk to my dad.
my dad has always been the challenging one.

oh well, now all has been conveyed and understood! and i'm glad for that :)