it's pretty sad when suddenly someone who always talk to you doesn't talk to you as much anymore. the thing is, if i say too much to her...she will first, think in her perspective then broadcast her 'news' to the whole world. next people get the wrong idea about my dear ones...which i find it totally frustrating.

you may be puzzled why i'm writing this, well i just want to get it off my chest. : i'm feeling vexed having caught in between my heart and mind. (quote from my sis's friend hah, so apt to use it here.)

i respect her as my elderly, i really do. just that right now, i don't think i can confide much in her anymore having known that she might paraphrase words and facts in another way from mine and tell them to others in the unintended meaning.

people!

of the pretendence and true, who's the good and the bad one?