it was 12.30am. i was mentally strained but i couldn't sleep. my wisdom tooth hurt. tossed and turned, somehow managed to doze off for a while.

it was 1.05am. woke up to an unbearable pain from my tooth. out of desperation, i took another painkiller tablet. laid on my bed, waiting for the medicine to take effect. sigh but the tablet didn't work. the pain continued and it worsened with each minute.

it was 1.49am. i opened the fridge and took out the medicine box; searched for the other type of painkiller that my mom told me about this morning. it's the only one left. i prayed that it better worked or i'll have to suffer for the rest of the night. gulped it down wif warm water and it did get slightly better for a couple of mins. however the pain returned. i tried to think of something else to induce myself to sleep. think of him, think of friends, think of work. but nothing helped.

it was 2.10am. finally i cried. i want and need to sleep but god, i can't. what's wrong wif my wisdom tooth? even painkillers don't work on me. how am i going to endure thru these sleepless nights?

it is 3.10am. frustrations. so here i am typing this entry. tell me when i can sleep. last night has been like this and to think history repeats itself tonight. i can't take it anymore. thank goodness i'm on leave today. don't know if it's a coincidence or not, cos this has to happen when i'm on leave. mom has scheduled an appointment wif the dentist for me later in the afternoon. i need the consultation badly and pls, i want to extract my tooth. no matter how disgusting the process is, it sure beats these terrible nights. had enough.

4.22am. i hear thunder and the cool rainy weather is a consolation for me to sleep in later; that is if i'm able to go to sleep in the first place. darn.

i want to sleep. :(