i am feeling indignant about some stuff that if i am not going to let this out, i might well explode soon. but no offence ok?

for once, ppl are ALL coming over to the banking and finance industry. which is absolute madness!! though banks do recruit ppl from different disciplines, i don't understand why ppl with majors in the sciences are competing wif us as well. i mean, u graduate wif a major in life sci to work in a bank huh? that's like.........totally irrelevant!! and for goodness sake, if you are an engineering graduate then do something that's to your forte ya? be an electrical engineer, civil engineer or even teach physics i don't care! but do something that's related to your field of study ya?
do you know you're rising the anxiety levels of the rest who can't find a job ? 1 month already and still news-less.

sigh.

work work work.
also so fan.

oh and yes, i know i am a good leader. but please, you don't have to follow everything that i decide, say or do huh?

i asked you initially,
"so wat types of jobs are you finding?"
you said you don't know. then you asked me back.
so i told you about my plans into the banking industry. and you went,

"oh ya! banking is a gd choice. i don't like teaching also." from then on, you're ALSO into banking. i mean, look. there're many other jobs apart from teaching that you can go into also! not necessarily banking right?

i'm not saying you can't go into banking. of course you can! but i'm more irritated wif your behaviour. this isn't the first time nor the second time you're agreeing wif whatever i said and doing what i am doing. it has been many many times seriously.

ppl who know me well enough will know that i'm quite stupid at times. cos i always say too much of my own thoughts to others. and in the end, i lose out to them.

have a mind of your own ya?

in the meantime, i'm learning to be selfish.