i planned on doing two things this morning.
one, music hw for tmr's lesson and
two, tourism research for the project meeting later.

till now, i've only accomplished my first task.
the feeling of time slipping away so quickly from my hands scares me. i woke up at 8 plus, had breakfast while watching tv and soon it's 9 plus. i took out my music papers, stared at the questions and then it's already 10 plus.

i remembered myself looking at the clock umpteen times. yet i took it for granted and even slacked around, thinking that i've still got plenty of time to complete my stuff.

then just minutes ago, i realised it's nearly noon and i haven't done my research!! and that's when the anxiety sank in.

anyway, been pretty preoccupied with things.

sigh.

ppl never tell me what i've done wrong and give me the cold treatment. feeling really sad.
hopefully time will heal everything.