i seemed to have a lot to worry about these days.

first i was getting all nervy over a job interview 2 days ago but realised that i didn't have to, cos it wasn't exactly the job that i had in mind. i don't think i want to sell insurance though the job title sounded "high-class" -> financial planner/advisor.
persuasive talk isn't my forte yea.

then it was the chinese grammar tutorial that i had to attend alone yesterday. my first tutorial. if you realised how long you haven't studied chinese for the past years, you'll be able to understand my fears.

and finally.........driving.
there's the money issue, there's the expectations part, there're friends' and relatives' concerns and the ME problem.
fail again=need to spend more $$$ to get another retest.
fail again=very stupid why i can't get it right when others can in just 1 try.

stress. but nobody understands.